My Lyfe Story

currently tengah cool nak mampos due to hujan uhs..heheh...angon lambat ciket nari..around 1130 gytu uhs...LATE ! hahahaha...semalam tido kul 2lebih...otp dengan aan..die ade problem so he decide to called mie and luahkan isi hati die uhs...sad lahh cite die...very2 sad uhs...touching ! thats the word lahh...i cried many tyme...seriously...nanges rabak uhs jugak...

to aan: memang betol lahh ape aan cakap kann...mase kak ela ade,an taknak dengar cakap die..an degil..an lebih takot kene pukol dari dengar cakap kak ela...an bodoh uhs senang kate kann...kak ela sanggop buat pape tok an asalkan an takk degil tapi an taknak dengar cakap kak ela..an tak hargai kak ela..dah cukop bagos kak ela tak pukol bantai an tapo an tetap taknak hargai tu semue..an taknak sedar from what she have done to eu..ape die buat tok an ibaratkan ape tau...biar kak ela lapa,jangan an yang lapa...get it??biar kak ela hidop susah,jangan an hidop susah..tapi an taknak dengar cakap...an tetap ikot abang an g fight semue...abang khai(if im not wrong uhs) surro an alek,takmo ikot fight an taknak dengar cakap die...an nak cover bontot orang..kak ela want the best for eu by giving eu everything that eu want asalkan an nak jadi jahat...tapi an buat ape with all ape yang die dah kasi??an tak hargai tu semue...an campak tu semue ke tepi..seriously uhs an tak hargai ape yang an ade...bile kak ela dah takde baru an nak menyesal..nak dengar kate kak ela..taknak jagat lagi..nak tepati ur pinky promise semue...ape gune lagi tu semue an???kak ela wont bangon lagi..an nanges bagai nak rak pun tetap same..kak ela dah takde...what eu can do to balas ape kak ela dah buat,is just to take GOOD care of ur love ones(anyone that eu love alot)..jangan hanyotkan "die"..eu can start from isaac...an jage die betol2 and everything will be fyne..jage isaac ! i wanna see the change in eu,an...

this is aan pendek...yesterday was a nice okayy2 day lahh kann...hahhaa...semalam ayang dapat msg from his kude kepang group member..to tell hym that there's no training...so they were bored yesterrday night..aan asked them to train since they dont have any training for the day..i was sitting and looking at them..suddenly they started to call mie "ibu"...idk why they call mie that..they said that the way i kasi arahan,the way i stand all cam "ibu"...wth kan...so they decide to have self training every wed..and i have to become their "ibu" for the day...every wed lahh...so they will call mie "busu"..its "ibu" plus "suhada" so BuSu...so jyeah...itu je yang i understand uhs...hahahha....

so jyeah...the training is every wednesday from 745 to 945 at night...

thats my mum...Rozaina...she is a wonderful lady in this world..she's my everything..even whenever i make mistakes,she will still be there to guide mie to the right way..w/o her,im nothing..i hargai die..she is so meaningful for mie...how i wish i can make her happy every single day...i want to make her happy every single day..thats all i wanna do...i love her ever single moment of my lyfe...

love eu mummy ! =DD

mak dah kasi me green light tok join ayang nye group...tapi mak said i cannot mabok..haiyoo...but nevermind...atleast dapat masok jugak mahh...now my job is to branikan diri dengan patong2 hodo tu semue...lebih2 lagi dengan barongan...kimek ! tu memang takleh angs ceyy...takot maha takot nye..mati i if an dapat tahu sal nie..confirm he kacau mie rabak2...haiyoo ! mintak2 die tak dapat tahu laah eyyk...hehehe....

so jyeah...but i not confirm joining or not uhs..i wanna see their tarian 1st...skali i join ready then tarian dorang mepek2..taknak aku layan...hahahha...i wanna a nice dance...hehe...if i join that group,i wanna see that group better then boi naz's group...i take this seriously not just to play around...

currently tengah dengar lagu cinta terakhir by aiman...dengar from imesh...hahaha...doing twiiter,tagged and fb...awid pagi2 dah msg..tak tahu lahh kan die nak ape..hahahaha...LOL her...nak patch pun susah...i need to be orang tengah jugak..haiss...but nevermind..orang tengah susah,kite tolong...t kite tengah susah,orang lak tolong kite...so jyeah...hahaha...

going lepak again later...people keep asking mie due to i stay tpy so they ask mie "tak penat ke hari2 trn sengkang stakat nak lpak aje?" then i will say "nope2"...they just donnoe what im facing thats why...hahaha...but nevermind lahh...one day they will know..its just takes tyme...hehehe...no one msg or call mie...my phone is so silent..lyke what the hell ! syah coming down late today..due to she need to go to custom dulu...hahha...she promise mie that she will stop smoking and stop buying does @!#$ thing...idk lahh..she dont even put some effort...haiyoo ! donnoe lahh eyk...hahaa...

currently watching mega perdana something lyke that i think...alaaa...cite lawan2 dikir lahh...hahaha...i love dikir...! i donnoe why...not cox of the guys lahh but i just lyke it...idk why...hehehe...tadi turon lepak dengan dorang...cam biase jugak..hehe...hubby came down lambat...he went to hougang mall 1st...ayie nak beli something...he came down around 5plus i think...hahaha...

sebelom hubby came tu i main dengan basikal...saje je round2 near by..bored ! and saje nak jaohkan diri from nas...nas followed mie everywhere...i dok2 here,die datang..i dok2 there pun die datang...donnoe lahh why kann...then he bisik with mie and said that he and awid dah break up..i donnoe why lahh...then i went to asked awid about it then awid story2 lahh...pas tu awid lakk tanye mie how mie and hubby can be back together again..i mean die tanye sape yang sound patch uhs...but i cant ans it cox i also donnoe sape yang sound patch...so i story to her what happen between mie and hubby..why kite tibe2 tok about mie and hubby??it is because i told awid that i taknak kalau mie and yan jadi macam mane awid and nas jadi skarang...get it??tak jugak??nevermind then...hahahaha...

nari 188 nye hall was rabak lahh...ramai orang uhss...erul and friends pun ade ceyy..hahahaha...idk why they are there lahh but what i know is dorang tak cari pasal...so jyeah...they played basketball same2 dengan side kite...hahhaa...fun lahh tengok dorang...im happy to see them gytu...syah nak menurun sangat so aan pinjam barang die uhs...so kite buat kat rumah nas...nas and aan naek dulu cox kite taknak yang laen pikir ape lakk kann...so after dorang due naek, mie,hubby,ayie,syah,wan pendek naek lakk...kat rumah nas,kite maen2 dulu uhs...then baru start...dah start,got something happen to syah and aan...rabak gyler lahh...dont wish to story it here...hehehe...sape2 yang tahu then bagos lahhh kann...yang tak tahu,diam2 aje..hehhe...

around 7plus,hubby,ayie and i alek...yang laen semue g mall sebab nak makan...aan saket2 pun g mall...so jyeah...sorang g mall sebab nak makan...hahhaha...LELAKI mahh..makan je tahu.LOL ! on my way back,i text will hubby lahh...serious talk lahh kirekan...then we promise2 all stuff...pas tu dapat msg dari nas...nas cakap nas nak patch dengan awid...so i tell hym just go lahhh...nak sound patch pun malu2,takot2...LOL hym ! hahahaha...

baru kene sound dengan my beloved aunty...she ask mie to study 1st and dont think about love...i was lyke no comment uhs...hahah...funny lahh my aunty...hehhehe...nothing that i can say about her lahh...she is just a nice aunty of mine...and i love her...thats all i can say...hehehhe....so jyeah...

till here 1st aite...wanna continue msg-ing with my beloved Ayang...thanks for viewing guys=DD

currently watching tv and chatting with friend...erm...still waiting for Ayang to text mie...i just want to spent tyme with hym today..next week he will start his exam and that is on friday...monday to thurs im not sure if we will meet or not..cox my N level will continue next 2 weeks.. haiss...thats why nak jumpe nari...so kirekan nari cam last kite meet before exam lahh...idk how to explain more lahh but then i explain to shamir and he understand what i meant uhs..

currently tengah dengar lagu hagar diri by wali band...biase jugak..a song for Ayang..chatting with hym at fb and chatting with beloved aan pendek at msn..haha...die baru buat i nanges...ade lahh..we talked about something touching...hehe...i donnoe what will happen to mie kalau die takde..so far , die lahh yang kasi mie kasih sayang seorg abang..i know i ade abang lahh but then mie and my blood bro tak rapat..masing2 busy...but with an laen..he is always there for mie..

ayang tak dapat kluar...sad ceyy...haiss...conf besok2 pun susah nak jumpe die..i paham uhs its sunday and its family day but then tak slalu pe..after this conf satu2 dah start busy with blajar..exam tinggal brape hari aje lagi tau..haiss...lepas nie tak tahu lahh bile i will meet hym lagi...haiss....

just not in a mood !

currently tengah lagu cinta terakhir by aiman...its a nice song lahh of cox..jiwang...! heheh...dengar from my ex prof thats is fikko ! hahaha....and everyday lyfe tyme,FB ! hehehe...tengah keringkan rambot pun...later going out with Ayang,ayie and aan..going kampong melayu..they wanna do some shopping there..hehhe...hmmmm....after that we will be going to syah's house..die buat open house lerr...now tengah dengar lagu harga diri by wali band...

yesterday went out with familia(photo)but tak semue yang datang lahh kann...some aje..about 15 to 16 people lahh...gerek gyler rabak ! hahaha...1st house kite g rumah syahsyah then rumah ayie then rumah Ayang and so on...kite alek around 11plus...i ampai rumah around 12plus..nak dekat 1230 uhs...last train..hehe...i alone naek mrt...they all alek naek texi..HAHAHAH ! funny lahh them...our last house was at CCK. at CCK station i took lift up to the track due to my leg still not yet recover that well...so Ayang and naz teman mie naek lift..kebetulan lak mrt yang kite nak naek to pun ampai...i tak kesa nye orang uhs...cox they turon mane and i turon mane kan..haha...bile i dah ampai atas kat tempat track,i saw half of them dah naek mrt to..yang tak naek was andy,syahsyah,acap,ridhwan,shamir,ayie,zaidan...naz and Ayang of cox lahh terlepas mrt kann...hahaha....then kite tunggu about 3mins later ade mrt lagi..so kite naek lahh of cox kann...then kat one station tu Ayang dapat called by wan...wan asked hym to turon woodlands sebab nak naek bus alek...konon nye lagi cepat lahh kan..HAHHAHA...so they turon lahh...i also lek aje continue mrt..

then my feeling rase that dah takde bus lagi tau cox dah 1150plus...so i text hubby.. cakap dengan hubby lahh what i feel...then hubby reply cakap they alek naek texi cox dah takde bus...i laugh kan dorang rabak2 ceyy...rabak kannn??!!hahahaha...tu lahh i told hubby ready to continue mrt...die taknak...okayy lorhh...now dah rase kann...hahaha...degil ! then hubby ampai rumah pun around 12plus jugak...hehehehe...kekek2 lahh dorang nie...tapi all the way lahh kan dorang semue buat mie happy...and i tengok muke dorang satu2 pun happy...memang lahh penat kan and kejar mase but then semue muke ade smile...im happy about it lahh...cox im the 1st person to plan this outing...yang tolong mie on this was syah...so jyeah...of cox lahh im happy...macam2 colour ade..mostly was red lahh...mie and ayang also red jugak...aan was the joker of the day...he melatar2 kan orang and atlast die sendiri terikot2...kite pun ape lagi start kacau die lahh...die nye melatar was fun lahh...dah macam orang ade sawan siol...hahaha...he make mie laugh rabak lahh yesterday...hahahhaa....miss his melatar...! LOL !

syahsyah takde banyak cite lahh semalam...die all the way dengan acap...mir pun same jugak...just text hubby..hubby cakap that die lom conf kluar nari cox mak die saket..i got nothing to say ceyy...haiss...nak sad or marah pun idk...aiyoo ! i dah siap ceyy...nak g mane ceyy gynie...takkan i nak go rumah syah without hubby kan..rumah syah bukan ade kite2 aje..kawan school die pun ade ceyy...haiyooo !!!!! stress nye !!!!! grrr !!!! macam nak nanges tau tak...dah SIAP tau then baru nak bilang die tak confirm...aduhh ! grrr !!!!!

dah lahh...no mood to update anymore...till here...thanks 4 viewing...

currently at kak long's house...abang wawa is sleeping beside...just hoping that he wont wake up this early... hahaha...my leg are doing great...dah boleh letak kaki kat floor cam biase cume takleh jalan betol2...its just cox of bengkak dalam...so jyeah..hoping it will recover fast...besok nak jalan raye dengan familia..takkan nak tempang kan..OMG ! i just taknak malukan diri sendiri...hahah...today ayang takde or tak g detention...i also donnoe lahh...i get info from BS mir..haven text Ayang yet..hehehe....miss hym lerr...LOL ! i'll always miss hym...today im going to talk to them about tmrw's plan...

just finish playing my fb games...lame games lahh kann...bored nye pasal so layankan aje...hehehe...so bored at home...tadi 9plus syah text mie to inform mie that die tak g school...WTH lahh that girl..ahhaa...today going down to sengkang abit early due to ayang takde detention...hehehe...idk what happen lahh kan...maybe detention die dah best kot...LOL...hmmm..syah just text mie and ask mie whatyme im coming there...i say idk...hahaha...cam lazy gytu but then bored lahh kat rumah...hahaha...she asked mie go kluar rumah at 1plus...wah liow ! idk lahh eyk...maybe 1plus baru siap kot...hahaha...shhhhh ! biase jugak...always lyke that...hehehe...turon siang2 pun bukan nak mane2 mahh..stakat lepak aje...LOL !

currently tengah dengar lagu "buka hatimu" idk why i dengar lagu nie...stakat sedap aje...takd meaning pape pun...i get what i want ready...i've forget my ex and my ex pun dah lupekan mie...memang lahh kite tak contact each other but then im sure about it lahh..bukannye susah nak lupekan mie...i have nothing special till he cant forget mie what...so jyeah...die pun cam dah start contact dengan ex die...idk lahh betol ke tak..tengok fb die cam dah contact alek cox ex die keep comment die nye wall aje...haha..up to hym lahh...i taknak masok campo hidop die lagi...i know , mie and hym now stakat friend aje...so jyeah....just hoping the best for hym lahh kayy...taknak lahh muso2...kalau nampak kat luar just tego aje...i with anyone pun just tego je..hehehe....

lets talk about my family...hehhee..mak nari keje...abang wawa keje malam..so petang around 3plus die dah siap2 uhs nak g work..kak ana nari tak kluar...so die akan dudok kat rumah and keep playing comp all the way till night..kak long will be busy with her son yang suke nanges..heheh...atok will always stay at home lahh kan...no other place that he will be going...hehhe....i just love them lot lahh...walaupun some yang i tak talk with,gado or what lahh...i still love them...cam dengan my kak long,i and her memang tak rapat pun uhs...slalu gado but then i still love her...so jyeah...is just that i dont show our love towards each other...get it??hahaha...so jyeah lahh...they will always be there for mie...they will always be in my heart no matter what happen...

till then...update again soon aites...thanks 4 viewing=DD

tadi dapat lepas rindu kat Ayang lahh ceyy...happy3..miss hym lerr...what to do kan..hehe...i just love hym lots...haha ! hmmm...well,tadi ayang came down late...around 4plus uhs..he came down with andy...then kite lepak2 cam biase...semue mepek lahh...tinggalkan mie and ayang at hall berdue AJE ! wth ! cam lahh kite takde tyme to spent gytu kann...(padehal memang takde pun) hahaha...yelahh...ayang bust with his DETENTION then mie lakk busy with syah..hehehe....camne nak spent tyme..mase lepak tu lahh tyme kite spent tyme tau ! hahhahaa....all thanks to them lahh(aan,mir,andy ect) for helping us to be back again as one...

he promise mie that he wont hurt or even leave mie..im glad that he really want this r/s...jyeah ! i do too...i need this r/s...i dont want to fall for the 2nd tyme...i want hym to be my Mr Right and to be my last love...i promise eu guys this man ! he is my Mr Right and my last love...jyeah ! trust mie on this okayy???

to syah: good luck...harap2 dapat die alek...SURE dapat nye lahh cume belom tibe masenye uhs...so jyeah...im hope kalau da dapat die tu tolong3 jage hubugan korang..korang dah kenal lame...dah tahu prangai maseng2 so just be fair lahh...MENGALAH is the best word i can say now to eu , dear...so jyeah...takmo asyik nak gado,majok je..majok boleh lahh cox majok is tande2 kite manje so jyeah..tapi majok pun biar bertempat lahh...takmo sal hal kecyk nak majok 2 3 minggu kan..tu kan dah mepek...hahaha...so jyeah...mie and Ayang will always doakan eu the best in ur lyfe...go for it kayy , dear=DD

saw this guy??he's mine now...not that im a playgirl but then my heart is still for hym..since we break up till now..im glad that he came back to mie on the right tyme..i miss the tyme we together..sekian lame i tunggukan die and baru skarang dapat die balik..awww ! im sooooo happy about it...seriously i do..semalam takleh tido just because im too happy about it..hehe...then this morning i dapat msg dari Ayang around 7plus...tapi tak dapat reply due to im too tired...heheh...the syah lak msg kacau2 orang...WTH ! pun i tak reply...hehhee...bile dah betol2 bangon baru i reply them..haha...

tadi dapat msg dari unknown...nak kenal2...lyke what kan..abeh bile tanye mane dapat num,taknak bilang...i tak suke lahh...if eu want to make friend with mie,just tell lahh sape bagi num..bukannye i nak g maki budak yang kasi num...xiao ! kalau taknak bilang name kawan,then takmo msg pun bagos cox i wont layan...deng2 ! then bile i cakap i tak interested nak make friend,die cakap kawan die ade bilang susah nak buat kawan dengan chic yang pretty macam i...ape aje...mepek kann...i dont lyke tau..waste my p8 tau ! dari waste msg unknown people kan lagi bagos i msg my ayang...deng2 !

kayy2 let get back to this guy...hehehe....

he is a nice guy...people said that im his 1st lover since 15 years of his lyfe..i was so shock lyke hell...tak caye lahh...matrep2 then takkan takde matae kan..hehe..suke2 je i panggil die matrep...well ! this is my blog so my pasal uhs..hehe...hmmmm...ape lagi eyk nak cakap pasal die??entah lahh die...kite couple of melatar...if korang nak tahu uhs...we both melatar uhs...what to do kann...hehehe....LOL...

kayy lahh...till here dulu kayy...i'll update again soon...thanks 4 viewing...
to syahsyah : aku miss ko , bodoh !
to ayang : love eu always Ayang !

saw this guy??we just cant last longer than this...he text mie yesterday and asked mie for a break up...haiss..my feeling??sad and happy...sad cox kite tak dapat last long and i tak dapat get to know hym more..happy??cox i cnt continue r/s yang sememangnye takde love langsong antare kite but then idk why he sound mie stead and idk why i accept hym...so im glad die dah lepaskan mie...so far i taat dengan hubungan nie sedangkan we no love...im just hoping that we can still be friend.

to hym: i hope eu will get what eu want in lyfe...
ur songs? i know eu can go far and eu will go far..
ur ns? no woris..pejam celik confirm dah abes...eu are a man now aites...
ur friends? i know korang dah tak rapat sangat but then just keep contact each other tok atleast update about diri korang...
be happy with ur lyfe...friends last longer...we are meant to be friend not couple..so jyeah !

just came back from jalan raye ! hahahaha...best lahh. tak banyak rumah kite g but then atleast kenyang...okayy lahh tu kan..haha...tadi kluar rumah kul 12lebih due to tunggu kak long and abang wawa's friend...1st house g rumah kat sembawang dulu...cuaca panas nak mampos..belom sampai 1st house dah mandi pelo..WTH ! lepas tu baru kite go clementi..haha...kat sane lahh kite makan sakan...hehehe...makan and makan and makan..sampai lahh perot tak leh take it lagi...hehe...alek teros maen comp lorh...heheh

semalam alek lambat...kul 1 baru sampai rumah cox g pit then abang wawa amek dari pasir ris..heheh...nasib abang wawa tak memekak with mie...biase lahh kalau adeq alek lambat,abang mesti lahh memekak kann...hahha...so semalam my abang was baik lahh..donnoe what happen kan till die jadi baik gytu...hahaha...last fri was e 1st day acap's pit..turon lambat...around 10plus gytu...g naek texi...alek pun same jugak..alek same2 dengan dorang...some stay overnight,some alek uhs..yan and aan alek..mir also alek naek texi...yang laen naik bus...then besok nye(semalam) i follow mak g jalan raye jap...petang gytu i alek , mak continue jalan raye...sepatotnye g dengan yan and aan but then dorang g naik bus...i dont lyke naek bus so i jumpe dorang kat sane..i with shamir g same2...shamir ajak mie kacau2 yan..step i alone uhs..i pun nak tengok yan masih care about mie tak..TERNYATE yan masih care about mie..im so touched by it...seriously..hehe..

happy lahh that yan masih care about mie...yest ! i do masih sayangkan die...idk lahh..i just can't win his heart...idk why...die cakap die nak jadi kawan dulu..so here we are...KAWAN..but he donnoe everytyme i tengok muke die,i teringatkan mase2 silam kite...the happy part lahh kann...haiss...kayy lahh...tmrw going to meet them..hehe...of cox lahh happy...dapat jumpe yan tuuuu....hehehe...good nite...

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yesterday mie and syah g jumpe dak2 A's lame...kite jumpe dorang kat bawa block acap due to erul and the rest semue g 188 cox ade hal..haiss...tak abes2 dengan hal kan...hmmm...so we lepak there lahh...mase kite datang cume ade yan and andy and one more guy donnoe who lahh kann...then acap and akym turon...takde satu orang pun yang nak bebual with mie..so i also diamkan aje lahh...well,thats my type mahh...so taknak bebual banyak lahh...i was lyke so bored then tak tahu ape nak buat...i text ahfai- my handsome mat rempit...hahaha....then we lepak at acap's house jap...then around 6plus kite pun belah lorrh...i was so HAPPY that yan tego mie just so salam...i tot die takkan heran kalau i never salam hym...i was so happy...seriously i do..the reason of mie nak belah siang2 cox i cannot take it anymore lahh...i just miss my past with yan...i really do..lagi2 kat rumah acap,they sang lagu "mimpi indah". i was so touched by it lahh...nak nanges babe but taknak buat hal kat rumah orang lahh kan.
then acap sent andy home with us lahh...syah yang nak ikot...idk why...haiss...i just ikotkan aje...

then we dudok one block uhs and wait for shamir...around 7 gytu kot shamir sampai... then we go mall...then kite g li makan uhs...pas tu naek car park and lepak there...around 9plus kite alek...teman syah tunggu abang die(an pendek) then bile syah dah jumpe an, kite pun alek lor...mie and mir g CP jalan kaki...teman acap home skali lahh kan...hahhaa...then we story2...macam2 jugak lahh kite talked about..haha..ade sad story ade happy story..heheh...then bile dah sampai CP,kite jalan laen2 way...then back to solo..hahah...mase otw alek tu my friends msg2...acap too...hehehe...then dah sampai rumah pas tu tido lorhhh....

what does r/s without love means to eu???sound pelik kan??setahu korang setiap r/s mesti ade rase cinta. kalau tak, buatpe si lelaki tu sound stead kan...but nie kali my hubungan laen...he sound mie staed but die tak cintakan mie..paham??so r/s without love..itu yang mie tengah alami skarang...idk why he sound mie sedangkan die takde rase cinta...tak ke kelakar...he told mie lahh of cox...but what can i say...but our r/s doesn't end there...we continue our r/s..but then last mon kite gadoh.. till now kite tak contact each other...idk lahh hym..ive tried to msg hym but he didn't reply...i told bear,bear tried to msg and call hym too...but nothing happen...haiss...idk lahh.. maybe die dah taknak continue kot...idk lahh eyk...haiss..lets just wait....hmmmmmmmmmmm

latest pic that ive edit...after edit this pic, disitu lahh kite break up...haiss..maybe i edit this pic very xian ! haiss...maybe lahh kan.i also donnoe...hmmm...he knows that im with aciik...thanks 4 not pikir bukan lyke SOME people..maybe this cant be the sweetest lahh but i really missing hym...i hope he miss mie too...how is he now??idk..just hoping that he is happy with his lyfe now...no point sad2 lahh...haiss...cannot talk anymore...start crying sia ! WTH !

two days dah kluar dengan pipit...on mon we went bugis jalan2 aje uhs...pipit called mie cox he said that takde orang nak teman die g ano kening...kawan2 die semue busy then i was lyke okayy lahh i teman die since die nak sangat anoh kening die kann...so i pun teman lahh...then mase otw to bugis kat dalam mrt die cakap that abang sedare die will tag along...so i was lyke hmmm kan aje lahh...haha...then kite sampai bugis we took a walked one big bugis..stakat cari kedai cuko kening aje...then tak jumpe..kite tunggu kawan die and abag sdare die kat depan burger king...haiss...layankan die jap uhs..then kawan die pun sampai..haha..then i start to msg my Mat Rempit..hahaha...kawan moto lahh of cox...asked hym to amek from bugis..actually nak suro die amek mie from sengkang then alek...abeh si pipit cakap that die tak turon sengkang...kan paitao ! haha... he's the best paitao ever lahh ceyy...hahaha...what to do kann...pipit paitao mahh ! hahaha.LOL ! but whatever it is,he's the best lahh...best friend that i ever know...walaupun die kecoh but still he's the best...nampak je macam playboy cox die ramai kawan pompan tapi hati die baik lahh ceyy...serious3 ! setie...sape dapat matae dengan die,takmo buat hal..cox i know , he's the best !

yesterday lak we went to bugis AGAIN...haha...mie and syah g li hadiah shamir then kite 4 g shisha...ampai 8plus...then turon sengkang naek cab...

currently on facebook and youtube.. suratan perpisahan jugak... takmo tanye sape nyanyi lahh...mesti lahh pipit a.k.a pipit handsome(panggil diri sendiri. member panggil pipit aje)hahaha...idk why today i very the jiwang...haiss...nari maybe tak kluar...cox seemue turon station...case pukol orang tu lahh kann...hmmm....i think yang tak turon only pipit , mie and syah...yang laen i think turon uhs...hmmm...pipit will update mie if anything happen..hahaha...maybe lepak nari lahh..idk eyk...hmmmm....

my love story: tengah gado uhs...semalam malam...die dah penat abeh nak lepaskan marah tu mie...idk lahh eyk...padehal i ade hak tok tahu pe..haiss...then till now we tak contact each other...sedangkan nari die turon station..i never come...i dont want to come pun banyak sebab uhs...haiss..nevermind lahh...die pun tak kesah nye kalau i tak datang ke datang..no diff for hym..let just wait for news lahh eyk...hmmmm...

gtg...going out with pipit...that itating guy ! update again soon

currently haven bath..at kak long's house..my dad cam here..i donnoe anything...totally donnoe...i just get to know this morning...wake up and mummy told mie that dad was here since yesterday..so i came down and meet daddy...get to know that daddy wanna go home today...LOL !

he text mie yesterday and keep on maki hamon mie...i donnoe what he is trying to tell mie..he said he done lyke his name to be on my blog...haiss...FYI ! this is my blog so my problem...i ade hak tok tulis pape here...so put that in ur mind okayy...bukan suke2 nak tulis and bilang people pasal eu okayy...i got my own reason for that...if eu dont lyke my style then i think eu better fuck off from here..hari raye so takmo nak tambah dose...eu got ur girl and i got my guy so buat hal masing2 aje lahh..nak gadoh2 ape hal lak kann...i dont lyke this way lahh cey ! hmmmmmmm...kalau nak buat kawan,im plsed ! kalau tak,just fuck off from my lyfe and i will fuck off from ur lyfe too...

saw this guy???thats mine ! hahaha... tu lahh aciik kecyk...the one i story to korang that tyme...jyeah !hahaha...atlast dapat die...tunggu die for a long tyme...since i start to lepak dengan die till now i tunggu die...but today ! is the day...mie and hym together as one...what a nice day...hari raya ! hahaha....so tmrw going to meet hym and my darling syahsyah...but meeting hubby dulu lahh of cox...

to all : i have my own reason why i accept hubby kayy...korang tak tahu ape my reason,takmo sembarang2 kayy...i dont lyke...takmo nak buat dose...hmmmph !

cant wait to meet hubby tmrw...1st tyme in lyfe nak bebual dengan die...hehe...tak ke funny tuuu...dah lame kenal tapi tak pernah bebual face to face...asyik msg and call..tu aje lahh...call pun kadang2 aje...kalau urgent...cox he knows that i dont lyke to talk on the phone...everybody knows lahh kann...sape yang tak tahu tu memang lahh kurang PANDAI...hehehe...how will both of us react besok eyk...??hahah !

to HUBBY: trime kasih kerane sudi amek i as your girl..tak sia2 i tunggu eu. i tot we wont be together.ive almost give up on you but with nasihat yang diberikan oleh syahsyah,i stay to wait for eu...im glad to have eu in my lyfe...i hope we can last long as long as we can.i love eu now,i love eu tmrw and i will love eu forever.

aciik tengah msg2 with mie now...he ask mie about them..erul tu semue lahh..then he say that die rase cam laen uhs...he knows that dorang semue tengah sot dengan die..i just donnoe what to say to hym cox i was not there...kecian lahh jugak kann dengan die...haiss...dorang pun buat aciik rabak sangat ceyy...i know lahh what family die dah buat was really menyakitkan hati but then takmo lahh sampai cam gynie..korang dah kawan lame abeh nak cam gynie...im saying this bukan sal i lyke hym lahh but then korang pikir alek lahh...korang dah kawan lame ceyy...haiss...idk lahh eyk...t i talk,kene marah lak kann..so lebih baik i just diam kayy...

to aciik: lek aje lahh...i'll try to talk to them lahhh...hope boleh jalan lahh my talk nie kann...besok dah hari raye pe..takmo cam gynie lahh..must happy2 slalu kayy. i dont lyke my new friend to be sad bile hari yang happy2 gynie...pls lahh eyk...eu are not alone okayy...eu still have us lahh...eu still have mie...kawan2 semue sayang eu lahh...they just tersinggung ciket aje...pls lahh... lame2 t dorang okayy lahh tu.

baru alek dari geylang nie...last min shopping lahh kann...my mum g pasar geylang and buy ayam...then kite g tanjong katong cox my kak long kirim barang lepas tu i terdengar ade orang pekek "lemang" then i was lyke "OMG" so i sound my mum lahh...kite patah alek pasar then buy lemang for mie...lepas tu we jalan2 kat bazaar jap...my sis buy some foods...pas tu kite pun alek...my anak sdare very cute sia..he keep on smiling everytyme he look at mie..gyler kan ! thats irzan ! hahahha...now i at my kak long's house playing lappy jap...my abang ipar tengah busy kemas rumah...kak long g anoh rambot..tak ke mepek tu...laki keje keras,bini syiok2 kluar...WTH ! hahaha...my anak sdare kat rumah atas..my house lahh...with my beloved mother..hahaha...now i wanna go up lahh...lapar uhs ! taklehh puase mahh...so kite keep on makan3 ! hahahhaa.... kayy lahh... with this....

SLAMAT HARI RAYA , MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN to all viewers....

single lyfe ! what's more i can say??this is what i am facing now..thanks to my #$#% mouth...haiss...raye without hym..is this what i want???is this what i really want??am i happy with it???hais ! @#$%#@!% ! menyesal???of cox lahh ! ape lagi kan nak cakap... can't say anything for now lahh...serously ! hurt rabak ! i tot we could last longer but then why this rs have to end here??bulan baik...hari baik yang akan menjelme...kenape lahh nie semue kene berlaku???why3 ?! haiss... i just want to last long with eu and why eu have to end it???

syahsyah dah de matae lahh cey...anjat lahh jugak bile dapat msg dari die...hahah...with the one she loved lahh of cox...hehehe...fared lahh sape lagi kann...LAST LONG,sayangs !now she can't always be with mie...she must be beside fared MOST of the tyme...im not saying that fared will take away syah from mie lahh...fared wont do that okayy..he is a nice guy...im sure he will make my darling happy then the rest of his ex...so fared,pls3 do take GOOD care of her okayy....?try not to fight lahh..i say TRY not PROMISE okayy...i know every r/s mesti ade gadoh...so jyeah...just TRY ! same goes to eu darling,eu must sabar okay..

so ! let mie tell eu what happen today...
went to school at 730...tunggu paper start...paper start at 8am...abes kul 940am..then ade break pas tu at 1015am kene report for my 2nd paper..we start our seconday paper at 1030am, end at 1140am..lepas pape teros alek uhs...but then hujan lebat...WTH ! ingat nak tunggu but then where got tyme nak tunggu hujan stop kann...haha..so just jalan aje lorh..hujan pun hujan lahh...i dont care ! ampai rumah aje,mak cakap...

mak: kene hujan???
mie: yest , of cox...
mak: what eu wanna eat??
mie: MC SPICY=D !!
mak: kayy,go and clean the house...
mie: WTH ! okayy=D

tak ke rabak tu???my job is just to clean the tingkap and anoh langsir...senang tak??hahaha....best kan...cannot do keje berat2...baru alek school mahh...haha...dah best buat keje,i go makan with kak ana...then kak ana ajak mie go kak long's house and play comp...so i follow lorh...till now i play the comp...so jyeah...my anak sedare-irzan dah tido...tadi die memekak nak mampos...hahaha...so now my house dah ready for hari raya...hahaha....best3 ! tak sabar lahh nak malam...

dah bes paper for today...!yay !!! happy gyler...ingat lepas paper nak sleep but then ade lahh seseorang nie kan cakap mie macam piggy...so i takleh tido uhs...semate2 nak mie turon lepak...WTH ! hahahha...then till now i cannot sleep so i play comp lorhh... then ade salah paham with my darling...haiss...kayy lahh update again soon aites...gtg to sengkang and meet my sejati's...

faliq and syafiq...my loving friends...miss them so muuuuuuch ! we lost contact since school reopen...kite tak kluar cam slalu lagi...beli holiday,every week mesti kluar 1 or 2 kali...we had fun together...amek2 gambar...gerek gyler uhs...kalau amek gambar,more then 20 pics uhs...ade skali kite kluar g tengok wayang then lepak2 kat pasir ris park..we took more then 100 pics...tak ke gerek tu???but now...i donnoe what happen to us...kite terpisah cam gytu aje...maybe semue busy kot dengan school.. lyke mie,i busy with my N level...so jyeah...hahaha....just hoping that i can meet them again...syahsyah dah slalu jumpe...hahaha...

people call hym pipit...die je yang slalu gelarkan diri as pipit handsome..biar lahh eyk..asalkan die happy...hahaha...well,he is a nice guy...kecoh...kalau lepak dengan die,die nye mulot lahh yang paling bising..tak tahu kenape die tak leh tutop die punye mulot..kalau die sad pun die bising jugak..hahah...thats one thing i lyke about hym lahh...kan bagos kalau kite sad2 tapi mulot kite bising...jadi no one know that we are feeling sad...get it???jyeah !

so jyeah....nothing much about hym lahh...die peramah...itating pun ade..hahha...mostly mulot die lahh...TAKLEH TAHAN BABE ! hahahaha....overall , he's funny and okayy lahh...

this is my darling...name die syahirah a.k.a syahsyah...die lawa...lawa kann die??haha..mostly die gyler2 but my gyler and her gyler tak match uhs...cox i lagi gyler...hahaa...she in love with someone...only i know who lahh kann...hahaha...

die tinggal kat sengkang...anak sulong...panggil degil...hahahaha....hmmmm....die suke lepak...asyik kluar aje..tak tahu dok rumah...hahah...well ! hahaha...syahsyah mahh...mane lehh dok diam nye orang...hahaha....die cepat jiwang..hahah...susah jugak lahh nak jage hati die...but so far,i boleh lahh jage hati die...hmmmm....kadang2 die pun itating jugak tau...hahaha...to mie,die memang senang fall in love but die setie. die sanggop tunggu that guy sampai die dapat that guy...paham???kalau tak paham,takpe..hahaha...but overall,she's okayy...LOVING ! but whatever it is,i still love her...

korang langgar die,korang langgar aku jugak ! eu touch her,i'll give eu $5,$10 or $50..eu choose...

nampak tu mamat???hot tak die??hot kann??die lahh my friend...name die muhd syafi'in a.k.a aciik kecyk...tak rapat dengan die uhs..tak pernah bebual pun..hahhaa...cool kan??lepak together tapi tak pernah bebual..hahaha...die tengah NS now...so abang2 NS lahh kirekan nie...hehehe...

semalam baru dapat jumpe die...tu pun skejap aje...pas tu die alek...kite pun dah lame tak contact each other...busy ! die busy dengan NS and Songs,i busy with lepak-ing and N level...hahaha...so no tyme lahh for each other...LOVE ??nonono...we are not in love...maybe not for now lahh...biar kite get use with everything dulu...

erm..i'll update about hym again soon aites..got to go off to school.thanks 4 viewing..

im back ! hahaha...so where did we stop??ohh jyeah...about both of us...haha...lyke what ive said lahh kan...mie and hym cume kawan SAHAJE...not more ! why do we need to be more kann...?haha...we are happy with our friendship now...die suke tau nyanyi.. die pun banyak buat lagu...buat lagu,nyanyi lagu semue die suke..kalau lepak dengan die,mesti ade guitar...takde guitar tak sah...kalau bored mesti die maen guitar...once guitar dah kat tanggan die,susah lahh...all the way dengar suare die nyanyi..die akan stop kalau die dah penat..tu pun stop nyanyi je...stop bebual lom lagi..hahaha....but overall, he is a nice guy lahh...ciri2 lelaki idaman wanita lahh kirekan..hahaha....

just came back from school...wahh ! korang semue gerek eyk...leh angon lambat but mie..??haiyoo ! takpe2... pelan2 kaco kayy suhada...haha...cepat abes N level,dah takya g school lagi...hahaha...itating ! tengah lek2 kat rumah aje...later ade 2nd paper..kul 2 start..WTH ! paper 1hour nye sia...OMG ! lom cukop tido sia nie..conf nari tak lepak nye ceyy...haiss..penat lahh weii...ingat ape...?hahaha...paisey to them lahh su tak turon nari..penat uhs...nari su jadi good girl kayy...hahaha...

today my mum and kak ana going to johor sia...ikot makcik...haiyoo ! why lahh N level nari...kalau besok ke okayy lahh kan..boleh lahh su ikot g johor..haiss...tengok ! sal N level nak kene stay rumah...WTH ! sedih uhs...sedih rabak ceyy...TAK DAPAT IKOT!!!sedih rabak...hahaha....

currently chatting with dzul,acap and amirul...layan facebook and dengar lagu "Buka hatimu" at youtube..hehe...thanks 2 to syah yang kasi me dengar this song...haha...keep on denga seyy lagu tuu...lyke what kan...hahha...its forr someone lahh...what to do....haisss....

tadi tibe2 dapat 'family request' kat fb...i also g lahh tengok...guess who !? its YAN SEPET lahh cey...he list mie as his sister...i also accept lahh kann...nanti tak accept cakap mie sombong lakk...terpranjat lahh jugak kann...tak tahu kenape lahh eyk..ape mimpi die semalam malam ampai die nak list mie as his sister..i tot die marah betol dengan mie...msg pun tak pernah layan...pelik kan...?? but nevermind lahh...hehehe

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taking N level babe...besok 1st paper tau...hahaha...malay uhs..takot ?? of cox lahh... N level babe... sape tak takot ceyy...hahaha...memang cakap senang uhs then yang buatnye lom tahu lagi mahh...mesti susah nye siol...kawan2 semue lehh angon lambat,aku kene bangon siang2...WTH sia ! hate it babe ! grrr ! haiss....what tyme eyk paper abes??i also donnoe ceyy...actually taknak kluar nari but then since ade hal kan...turon uhs...jumpe akym mahh...akym tu bukan senang nak jumpe...die kan somebody...hahaha...

now masih kat rumah syah...soon nak alek lahh kan..haiss...cam malas lak nak alek..haha...besok nak turon ke tak eyk ??? aiyoo ! suhada is getting more lazy uhs.. wth kannnn....diam aje ! hahaha...what to do lahh kann... syah is getting itating.. asyik bukak lagu tu aje..."buka hatimu" tak abes2...hahah...i know syah..i understand...haiss...what to do kan...we as girl taklehh mengharap sangat uhs...haiss....kite kene sabar lahh...kalau ade jodoh tu ade lahh kan...haiss....ape nak buat...nasib badan...!nak cakap "no more love" pun taklehh jugak...entah lahh eyk..biar lahh cinta tu datang kat kite...jangan kite datang kat cinta kayy...cox if we datang kat cinta,it might hurt us...haiss....kayyy lahh....i think i wanna go home..too tired lahh...hahaha....bubbye korang2...update again soon aites !

and ohh jyeah ! thanks 4 viewing=D

saaap ! cite dah tutop kayy...semue dah happy skarang...tadi jumpe akym and dah bebual dengan die...WTH ! itating kan tolak2 balak...akym cakap ari yang panggil mie pompan sundal..macam ape gytu kan..brani buat brani tanggong uhs..my type not lyke what kayy...erul tu semue takkan pukul orang nye kayy...dorang cume jage2 aje..kalau korang sentuh aku baru dorang masok...so far kite semue bebual je dengan korang..belom ade lagi yang jalan tanggan..cume syah aje lahh eyk...but what to do kan..syah geram sangat..ikotkan hati i also wanna tampa lahh but then akym cakap bukan akym yang panggil mie that word so i cannot do anything uhs..but now mie and them dah okayy uhs...akym pun dah mintak paisey tadi...i also dah okayy2 dengan die...tengok uhs cam mane hari2 yang akan datang...confirm dorang dendam rabak dengan mie eyk...hahaha...

lantak uhs dorang nak dendam ke nak ape...hahaha...aku tahu name aku,fam aku semue tak terbabit dah okay lahh eyk...0-0 tau ! ingat eyk korang...lagi skali lahh eyk aku dengar,korang siap...let mie syarahan ciket lahh eyk...tak bagos tau nak maki2 orang...panggil name semue...no good tau...tuhan marah...mak bapak die pun marah..susah2 mak bapak die tak tido malam pasal pikirkan name tok die,korang senang2 panggil die gytu macam...mane boleh...cannot tau...isk3 ! kalau tak tahu name die sape,tanye lahh...dengan senang hati die akan jawab...hahha...kayy lahh...hal pun dah tutop kan...so jyeah...i just dont wanna hear anything cam nie lagi kayy...LETS BE FRIENDS !

dorang lahh banyak jage mie now...skarang lepak dengan dorang aje..no one else...dak2 dulu ape cite???hmmmm...entah lahh eyk..tak tahu lahh kenape dorang nak buat mie as muso dorang...tak paham lahh... i just dont get them lahh...sal hal kecyk nak panggil orang pmpn sundal..mepek kan?? what if i call their sister/girlfriend pmpn sundal ?? dorang happy ke ??? hahhaa...pls lahh eyk ! korang tak suke org panggil kakak korang pmpn sundal,korang takmo panggil org pmpn sundal...aku takot je muke korang peca nanti...

saaaap ! belom pernah ade orang panggil mie "pmpn sundal"..korang lahhh orang yang PERTAME skali yang dapat panggil mie name tuu...hahha...BELOM KENAL SAPE GIRL..korang ingat aku kental uhs kirekan...takde orang laen cume ade korang aje lahh...kirekan takde korang aku lehh mati uhs... NO WAY ! aku banyak campo kayy... korang sebot je mane nye, mesti ade kawan aku...nak suroh aku bawak yang mane nye ??? TRJ ??? Airport ?? cakap aje...aku boleh kac lahh kat korang...fun fair pe nak panggil aku itu macam.. nai korang tengok uhs nasib korang macam mane kayy...fikir free2 kann...ingat eyk boy,aku bukan adeq2 kau..aku lagi tue dari kau eyk..aku bukan anjing kau nak cakap itu macam...kalau ko langgar aku sorang , aku takkan keco2 ini macam..skarang kau dah langgar aku punye syah2...kau langgar die, kau langgar aku due kali lahh eyk..ingat tu boy.. ! pikir senang pee sia aku nak lepaskan kau ?! pasal kau adeq2 lahh aku nak kene ajar kau skrg...kalau tak,kau takkan blaja and kau akan buat sesuke hati kau...kau suke pe sia aku panggil kau nye sayang pmpn sundal ?? stakat ina tora, aku leh jatohkan lahh eyk ! ingat weii !

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