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Saturday, April 16, 2011
sorry didnt update blog for soooooooooooooooooooo long . busy with school and 188 . hahah . having fun with them alot . miss them now . didnt get to meet them today due to im at sembawang with my family . going back soon but donnoe whatyme . funny right ?? hahah . okayy , whats happening now ...? 188 is f okayy with me . there treat me very well . till i feel lyke im one of their family . thats good . hahah . dear ??? is still inside . didnt receive any news from anyone about hym . hahah . sad ! ofc ! but what can i do . i just have to be strong . thats all . still waitting for hym to come back to me a.s.a.p . he just dont have to worry about me cox my love towards hym is true . yeahh ! amin . just need to be more strong . thats all . my phone is sooooo boring now days . due to no one text me . yeahh , only abang krishna and some of 188 . hmmm . donnoe eyk what else to say . tmrw school . sooooooooooo bored . started to hate school . well , what can i say , "hearing your voice is so irritating" thats all that i can say . hahah . hmmm . just starting to hate hym . donnoe why . "hym" is not dear okayy . maybe , abang krishna know who am i talking about . hehehe . peace ! LOL . my nephew is so noisy outside . playing games . donnoe what game also . hahah . im missing hym lots . didnt get to meet hym for so long . hoping to meet hym soon . VERY soon . hmmmm . what else should i say ...??? syah ? okayy , shes okayy lahh , love her so much . but she donnoe lahh . okayy ! im totally straight FYI ! we are getting close . very close . glad to have her back in my lyfe . what happen in the past , let it past lahh hor . hehehe . donnoe lahhh . we are f close now . this few days she didnt go to school . ofc she got her own reason . if o know her reason also , i dont think i wanna share it . hehehe . well , she is happy with her love one(acap) . hehe . they are very sweet . SOMETYME ! hahah . they always fight also lahh but they manage to settle it on the spot . thats good . if dear hear also i think dear is happy with it . heheh . donnoe lahh hor . heheh . missing dear badly . okay ! "suhada , eu have to be strong . be strong for dear." okayy lahh . till here first okayy . hehehe . will update again very soon . love ya ! muack ! Monday, April 11, 2011  currently playing with my nephew , facebook , tagged and blog of cox . heheh . just came back from school and sengkang . today i was paranoid at 185B . the place where we slack now . no more 188 for the mean tyme . was missing my hubby alot . how i wish he was there to watch me paranoid . really miss hys hug , kisses , everything about hym . when will i get to meet hym ...??? i really damn missing hym . swear , ilovehymsomuch . i donnoe how to tell my love to hym . "what is he doing now?" that will always come into my mind everyday and everytyme im free . how i wish he was mine much more earlier . regret ! swear , i do . haiss . but , what is past , is past . cant turn back .. lyfe still have to move on . that what hubby always say . hahah . cute hym right . well , he has help people alot in this world . even me . he has helped me ALOT . before we became 1 till now . i appreciate hym alot in lyfe . without hym , im nothing . i really miss hym lots . how i wish i could meet hym now . i will confirm hug and kiss hym . to me , there isn't any other guy that is handsome , kind hearted , caring , love me lyke how is love me . swear , he is the one for me . i really love hym lots . swear i dont want to loose hym . SuhadaYourCynta HEART Aj Rasta . Saturday, April 9, 2011    Aj Rasta . 20 this year . stay in sengkang . was attached to hym on 28-03-2011 . was in love with hym on Dec last year . have know hym for long tyme . he is a great guy . he didn't hurt me before to far . he is the best one for me . f the past r/s i have . this one i swear will stays till marriage . Amin ! never feel regret being with hym before . he is my everything . w/s hym , i just cant continue my lyfe . swear to god . happy with hym . just wish us last long aites . *muacks* sorry didn't update for some days . busy with things and hubby . really3 busy with hubby . spent tyme together lahh . hahah . missing hym lots sia . how i wish he is here next to me . yesterday was hys court case . when with hym to the court and some of our friends . was f sad because he was sent to RTC . me and syah cried lyke hell . i cried the most . cant believe everything . i just cant accept the fact the he is living me alone out here . lyfe is really unfair ! how i wish i could fast forward the tyme . i want hym to be by my side . i want hym to ring my phone everyday . i want hym to be the person everyday i wanted to meet . i want hym to make me happy everyday . i just want hym . here ! right in front of my face ! that's all i want . ohh god , please give me all that . i just want hym . nothing else . swear god . i just can't be apart with hym . im not strong enough to continue this challenge that eu have giving me . please god . bring hym back to me . he's my everything in lyfe . please god , im begging eu . i will do anything just to make hym come back . i just cant be apart with hym for long . i really love hym . god , if eu are taking hym away because i always hurt hym , i promise i wont hurt hym anymore . i wont ever hurt hym anymore . swear , as long eu return hym to me . please god . i really love hym . i know i wanna marry hym . seriously . im so in love with hym . please god , let hym come back to me . :'( Saturday, April 2, 2011  sorry didn't update for so long . veryveryvery busy with work and stuff . hahah . working with Roswati & Omar catering . working hard now . just making myself busy donnoe why . holidays ?! hmmm . i dont know how to say it . no that fun lahh . okay2 . hahha . back with 188 famalia . glad that they accepted me back again . happy about that . really do . new chapter with them . everyone is okayy with me . only one or two still trying to get close back . and one or two still cant accept me back . maybe slowly . its okayy , i understand . yeahh , its hurt but nothing that i can do . have to wait and keep trying to get their heart again . will keep trying . yeahh ! hahha . my love story ??? really wanna know what happen ??? well , me and alson has nothing to do already . yeahh , break up ! that's the best maybe . there's no feeling for each other and i dont think he understand me that much . seriously . its not that i wanna blame hym but this is the fact . nothing that i can do with it . its okayy lahh . we both have move on . he with hys own lyfe and mine with mine lyfe . but still ! i have a good news that i wanted to share to all . hahahah . I'M ATTACHED ! seriously ! no lie . hahah . attached to Aj Rasta . yeahh , one of 188 famalia . ATLAST i get hym as my lyfe partner . yeahh , last tyme he asked me to forget hym just bcox he wanted to focus on her girl . yeahh , dont wish to story it lahh okayy . well , me and hys ex are now friend . them ?? i dont know . hahah . okayy , till here first okayy . really tired and need more rest . tmrw going work in the morning . and yeahh , wish me last long yeahh ! hehehe . Labels: Aj Rasta ., i love you so much             |
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