Sunday, October 17, 2010
 currently tengah dengar lagu ku setia menanti by siti nordiana . hahhaa . today i woke up at 1sharp . haha . cool rite ? LOL . mummy went KL this morning . she will be home tomorrow or tue . hais . miss mummy liow . what is she doing now ? have she eaten ? who is she with now ? haiss . cant msg mummy due to my p8 low . will be topup soon . hubby promise my to topup my p8 for mie . hope he will topup for mie soon ! so i can contact hym . hahaha . today not going out . tot of going 188 but then i get info that hubby not coming down today . so i stay at home as well . yesterday was a nice day . hubby kuda kepang group ade kluaran at sun plaza park which is at tamp . so i went with isaac and shamir . we reached there around 2plus . jumpe bini ayie kat tamp mrt station . we was late lahh of cox . due to some reason lahh kan . hahaha . the show was okay . fun lahh jugak . at first was damn bored . SUMPAH bored . but then , lame2 , maken malam maken gerek uhs . i was asked to suap pisang . by dydy lahh . dydy dulu kawan baik boi naz . remember ? hahha . so jyeah lor . he came to mie and asked mie for it lahh . nasib ayie tengah jage gelangang near by that tyme . hubby was at the other side . so i asked ayie to teman mie lahh due to that was the first tyme i kene lyke that . hahah . my friends semue dah perhatikan mie . mase tenagh suap dydy tu , my eyes tergerak nak tengok hubby then i saw hubby was smiling but at the same tyme jealous . that was what i saw and think lahh . bt only hubby knows what he feel that tyme . i tak tanye pun . takot i tanye then hubby ingat memang i ade niat nak buat die jealous lakk kan . so i better diam lahh . mie tak tahu pun yang dydy nak datang to mie . what i know was dulu dydy tahu that im very scared off this kuda kepang all lahh . i dont dare to come near . so maybe dydy cume nak test2 mie je kot . cox after die balik , die dah tak tego mie pun . so jyeah . so we went back home together . but hubby , ayie and an followed their group home due to they need to help them . i used shamir's phone to msg hubby . i told hym to be home before 11 . when i reached home , that was almost 11 so i text hubby using mummt's phone to asked hym where is he . he said he still inside the van otw to ibu's house . at around 11plus almost 12 , i msg hubby again to asked hym where is he . dengan tak sangke , hubby marah mie . i was lyke wth ! dah penat abeh nak marah2 . salah ke i ask die where is he ? orang tanye sal orang risau . bukan pasal saje2 . i know die penat and i also penat . tapi takya lahh layan orang gytu skali kan . im his wife not his friend . after i read the msg , my tears fall . hais . crying . then i receive a msg from isaac . he asked mie to call hym . so i called and he just wanna asked my about the show . LOL isaac ! then an talked to mie . he apologies to mie due to went he "mabok" he didn't come to mie . he said he have told one of their members to whisper to hym to come to mie but no one whisper at hym . so i said , its okayy . im fyne . i dont mind anything . LOL . so after finish talking to them , i when back to bed . mase baring2 tu , teringat balik ape hubby marah mie . then ccried again . this tyme worse . i cried till i fall asleep . seriously . haiss . i dont know lahh . maybe hubby tak sengaje nak tengking mie . i donnoe why when this kind of thing happen , i will start thinking bad things about hubby . i will start to thing that hubby dah tak sayang mie or i ade buat salah besa kat die and stuff . but mostly i will think that hubby dah tak sayang mie . idk why i think lyke that . maybe the way hubby give mie attention tu diff kot . in other words , die kurang kasih mie attention . jyeah ! haiss . but i just have to cool myself up lahh . memang selame nie i feel that but when i meet hubby , dapat manje2 with hym , tibe2 perasaan tu hilang uhs . perasaan yang die tak sayang mie to hilang . but when hubby abaikan mie , marah mie , will start thinking of that again . i donnoe why . maybe my person is lyke that lahh . i just want to be dimanje . i lyke to manje2 with people that i closed with and people i love . still down with what happen . kecyk hati lahh , tak sangke hubby will marah mie lyke that . haiss . donnoe how to meet hym tomorrow . haiss . **talking to myself** but no matter what happen , i will still put a smile on my face . let just maintain what people say about mie and hubby . "couple yang tak pernah gado" so jyeah . PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE ! and sad , sad when you are ALONE . remeber that ! PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE ! **still loving you , Ayang** |
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