today was fyne . i was happy with hym at first . the whole day we was happy . damn happy . no fight at all . but when came to BPF , i used the comp and went to Facebook for awhile . so i went to check on dear's wall . and i saw nana's comment . idk why but i was feeling damn fucking angry when i read the comment . is lyke wth ! i swear i was angry . and dear didn't even say anything to me about it . he just walked away lyke that . its hurting me .

then during S&W , i heard hys conversation with myra . what i heard was about msg , i donnoe who msg who and didn't reply . its more hurting me . is lyke i didn't msg any guy , and he did it to me . why he cant think about my feeling ??? maybe he thinks but he don't know how to show it to me . or maybe he is too friendly to people around hym . but why must hym ??? he know he has a girl to take care of , have to make her happy . isit he dont care or dont want to care ...??? come on dear , i really want our r/s to last long forever . please , don't be too friendly to people . think about my feeling . if i can think about your feeling , why cant eu ??? everything have a limit . eu talk to other people more then me . isit fair to me ??? you are not giving me my rights .

im not blaming you . i know i have my part to play . i have to think about your feeling too . i know that . if you continue lyke this , how ??? will we go far ??? i know i can but will eu ?? can euu ??? think about it dear . i really wanna change for eu but eu have to change with me too . i wont change alone .

sad + angry + hurt .