today reach home at 8pm . went grandlink with zaf and liyana . had fun with them . finish school at 4pm . after school , straight go grandlink . meet zaf at paya lebar . we got room 41 . was not bad . only the mic got some problem that make me hate my voice . but no matter what , we still had fun . idk them but i had fun alot . but at the same tyme , i was think about hym - my babyboy . i really miss hym .

i keep thinking and asking myself "why are we far apart?" i just cant bare to loose hym . i really love hym that much . i know day by day hys love towards mie has became lesser and lesser . bt i donnoe how and what goes wrong . im totally willing to change for hym . i really do . but i just donnoe what type of girl he want . yeah , its true that we cant communicate well . is not that i dont want to communicate with hym . he has to understand , LOW PROFILE !

if not , i would just hug hym anywhere and anytime i want . i just dont bare to see hym from far . if can i want to let EVERY SINGLE ONE in this world knows that he is mine and i love hym so much . is just that he need to give some tyme to overcome all .

dear , i swear i just love eu and no one else . i still need eu in my lyfe . i'll change to the girl that eu want as long as eu wont let me go . please dear . i dont want to be apart with you . i just want eu to love me lyke how eu used to love mie . please dear , im begging eu . swear , i will change just for eu . plase dear . i really dont knoe how to live without eu . please dear . IM TRULY LOVE YOU .