today school started at 8am . end at 12pm . but since mrs lim didn't came in , so we end at 10plus . hahah . so after class i went to library with eqa , ain and ridwan . ridwan is my classmate . im happy to get to know hym this year . he is really a nice guy . just get to know that he at currently attached and after i hear hys love story , i can see that he got a good future . lucky the girl who gets hym . seriously ! we talked alot , we laughed alot too . he lyke to make jokes too . thats the fun part of hym . heheh .

i was happy that i and dear didn't fight today . since he came to school till i was out with my sister , we didn't fight at all . happy all the way . i was happy that he light up my day today . i tot the happiness can continue till the day i close my eyes . but i was wrong . the happiness cant last long . its end here . the HAPPINESS ! i lost my happiness again . i wanted to tell hym something so i asked hym to come back home faster . so i waited for hym to on9 . cox he said that he is making hys way back home . so i waited for hym . i tot he wont take long . soon its lyke 9pm ready and he haven reach home . so i didn't feel anything weird but i just asking hym where is he . and from there he said i wanted to start a fight . its lyke , come on lahh . eu have make me waited for eu and now w/o any explanation and eu acted as if nothing bad happen . i donnoe how eu did it . i just need my happiness . thats all . till when i need to be sad ???

what im thinking now is to sleep and will never wake up again ....