tmrw im having wedding escort . its the whole day . from morning till night . must be at clemanti at 8am . but im not sure what tyme is the thing end . so yeah . will be going with my partner - hidayah . she is doing escort with me too . after escort , idk what should i do there till night . maybe help them with things . hope im okayy tmrw . it has been so all i never do escort then now must do . will be active in doing wedding escort . nehh , just to fill my free tyme . in the past tyme , i always slack at Sengkang . but i never lahh due to some problem there . so yeah . so now got free tyme . need work .

when work , got money then can go anywhere i want . can even follow dear to malaysia . since he always leave me alone here and he went back to malaysia . hahah . get it ?? i just cant be apart from hym . i love hym too much lahh . what to do , lyfe still have to move on . hahah . kayy m lets talk about yesterday .

yesterday was superb great . we didn't fight . AT ALL . im sooooooooo happy about that . hope we will happy lyke that till the day i close my eyes . awwwww . so touched . hahah . so yeah , yeasterday we laugh together , we smile together , we even seat together in class from the first class till the last class . so sweet of us . really2 , our classmate also said that we are sweet . LOL . that tyme , i really feel lyke dont want to end school . i want to stay there forever just want to continue to be happy with hym . dont want to stop the happiness . hope monday i can get those stuff again . i'll sure be happier . heheh .

currently chatting with liana , facebook and update blog . nothing much to do . tired maybe . didn't even sms dear . dear also never sms me . sad liow . not sad lahh . i just feel lonely . yeah . lonely is the right word . well , at home i dont really mix with my family . schoolmates ?? i only be with them during school tyme . afters school , we make our own ways . dear ?? idk how to say lahh . we dont really spent our tyme together in school . after school , he will go out with hys own classmate(my classmate too) . but i dont really close with them . dont talk much with them lahhh actually . if follow them also they will go lan and play dota(game) . non stop play game . so dont really spent tyme with anyone . in another words , im in my own lyfe . thats why mostly i will feel lonely . just lyke now . now im feeling lonely . deardear ?? he didn't know that im lonely . of cox sad when in this kind of situation . eu wont want to be in this kind of situation . seriously . eu will feel lost and lyke no one is there for eu . more worst , as in eu are the only one in the world . not even with animals . seriously . just lyke mie . i feel so lost lyke im alone in this world . *crying*